I was chatting with somebody last evening and love and girlfriends came up as hot topics...
I have been in and out of love..and i realized something strange.
I cannot be in love again with some other person... it will be like repeat take in a movie...
imagine this... u meet your Girl Friend and say " i love you cutey pie !" and then suddenly relalize you have said these words before to somebody else.... wait who was it? oh yeah your last girl friend..! Wtf ! Feels like a deja vu....
As human beings we have habits and most boy friends do similar things to keep their girl friends happy rite?
Now if i do it fro a second time with another person isnt that a bit mechanical??
On one level i mite mean the words i say to her... but on another level may b i am just saying them because i know that she being like the previous girl would love to hear it?
That is SICK now.. isnt it?
LOVE by Objectives... its too complicated...
So better i convinced myself i will never fall in love again...
not that it is in my control.. but i will try and prevent it...
and say if i DO fall in love again .. will i be able to love her with the same passion again? having being hurt once... m a bit like a wounded animal...i learn from mistakes... would i be willing to fall for it again?
Or will it be something right this time?
just a thought...
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